Thursday, May 24, 2012

Hello, Again.

5-24-12

Lauren,

Ahhh.  It has been a while since I last wrote for you, almost a month exactly.  I am truly sorry for abandoning this during that time, but there are some times in life when you just have to let something sit and breathe for a little bit.  Guess I needed to give this a chance to breathe.

It's kind of hard to come up with something "profound" to write about everyday.  Especially when every day feels like the last, and life becomes mundane, as mine has seemed to lately. I've found that I'm investing myself in work after being out of it for so long during the winter.  I've finally found that energy and motivation again, and it has kick-started itself for sure.  What motivates you? And when you get that motivation, how do you channel it? 

I've always been very ambitious, an overachiever of sorts, and a control freak in certain areas.  When I get ideas, I usually stick to them hardcore, hardly ever letting anyone change my mind.  Look at my college career for example;  I chose to major in English, and stuck to that all throughout college.  Not many people can say they did that (Now whether or not that was a wise choice is a whole other topic). Despite my few hiccups with this, I've pretty much stuck with it since I started it.  And now, here I am with three jobs, as crazy as that sounds, but I'm determined to work through it even if it means sacrificing a few things.

I'm going to try to keep writing more.  It may not be every day, but I'm still here, and I don't plan on going anywhere any time soon.

Keep your head up!

Love,

Meghan