Hello. My mind is kind of blank today, so I'm just pulling this letter out of nowhere. I guess I'll talk about a couple of things that have been on my mind today, if that's okay with you.
Let us start with Valentine's Day. Good ol' Valentine's Day. . .ahh I don't know if I'm excited about it this year, or saddened by it. This is the first year in five years that I've been single on Valentine's Day. In the past when I was in a relationship, I didn't put a huge emphasis on the day, but I always did try to do something cute and fun for my significant other. I'm not sure what to really expect this year, though. As it's getting closer, I seem to be thinking about it more, and not always do the happiest thoughts come to mind. I'm not going to lie, it would be nice to have a special someone to spend the day with. But at the same time, there is no one that I feel is special enough to have my attention for the day, and so I'll probably put that attention towards my friends. I already plan on giving each of them a little something. :)
I guess since I started with the subject of Valentine's Day I'll go on and talk about guys, too. Guys. Ick. Blahhhh. You can probably tell where this one is going. Guys just really, really aggravate me sometimes. Maybe it's me, but I just can't seem to find one that is special enough to get me back into a relationship. So yeah, maybe it is me. Maybe it's not guys. Sometimes I think I'm too selfish. I like my "me" time, and I like my friend time, and I don't want anyone interfering with that. I also like the possibility of meeting new people, and even more so, meeting new guys. Is that bad? Sometimes I think it is. Maybe one day I'll get past it and find that one guy that is special enough (not to mention being brave enough to put up with me).
I hope you aren't dreading Valentine's Day. It was always a fun day for me when I was still in school. Hope you have a good weekend! Keep your head up :)